I can feel the crash and burn setting in, its coming for me

astrolocherry:

Moon in the First House - A Blue MoonThe Moon in the first house individual may sense he wanders through life alone isolated from other people. It’s like he peeks at the world from a distance through the Moon’s rabbit eyes. The waxing and waning Lunar song charters his shifting emotional states, interpersonal receptivity and natural maternal expression. Like a Blue Moon, he may only emerge out of solitude periodically, and typically withdraws into seclusion under the hostage of subconscious urges, social blackouts, instability and exhaustion. It is common for the individual’s physical features to resemble a Full Moon - rounded cheeks, large comet eyes and a changing expression that parallels the Moon’s changing cycles. Responses tend to be slow and he may feel swamped by the radio signal of instinct, psychic receptivity, intuition and emotion that floods through him. There is a fantastical, dreamy and nurturing quality in the individual that seduces like Moon frosted snowflakes or the moment of arriving home after a long trip.
Lunar lullabies play through the individual who receives supernatural interpersonal perception. They know how to create a home out of even the most broken heart, and relish in caregiver, welfare and counseling roles. Even if the individual is not a parent himself, he will take on a protective, fostering environment for his friends, family members or pets. Hyper vigilant defense mechanisms may result in fits of rage and outbursts of temper that typically hit their loved ones the hardest. At certain times they can feel their behavior or their actions ‘out of control’, or under mysterious or unknown influences. The Moon here exudes a special capacity to nurture internal blossoming in the souls of others and promote wellness, self respect and self love. It is mostly hard for the individual to relinquish his trust, protective measures or allow somebody access into his indwelling milky velvet universe. Too often, he weighs his own self esteem on the recognition of others; his moods can seem unstable, irrational.
Moon in the first house people are etheric sponges who soak up any emotional impulse in circulation. The relationship with the Mother plays an important role in the individual’s life, and he typically seeks out the traits his Mother exhibited, or searches for the qualities he feels he was neglected of. No matter how old he becomes, the urgency to retreat back into the nest under emotional chaos and be coddled by a maternal figure never quite diminishes. Above all, the individual seeks emotional and physical security, and the opportunity to leave work at the day’s end and fall into the arms of loved ones. They may wander through dusky nights in search of home with only the moonlight to guide them, alone, but seeking their missing spot as she disappears into balsamic and returns as full. -C.

astrolocherry:

Moon in the First House - A Blue MoonThe Moon in the first house individual may sense he wanders through life alone isolated from other people. It’s like he peeks at the world from a distance through the Moon’s rabbit eyes. The waxing and waning Lunar song charters his shifting emotional states, interpersonal receptivity and natural maternal expression. Like a Blue Moon, he may only emerge out of solitude periodically, and typically withdraws into seclusion under the hostage of subconscious urges, social blackouts, instability and exhaustion. It is common for the individual’s physical features to resemble a Full Moon - rounded cheeks, large comet eyes and a changing expression that parallels the Moon’s changing cycles. Responses tend to be slow and he may feel swamped by the radio signal of instinct, psychic receptivity, intuition and emotion that floods through him. There is a fantastical, dreamy and nurturing quality in the individual that seduces like Moon frosted snowflakes or the moment of arriving home after a long trip.

Lunar lullabies play through the individual who receives supernatural interpersonal perception. They know how to create a home out of even the most broken heart, and relish in caregiver, welfare and counseling roles. Even if the individual is not a parent himself, he will take on a protective, fostering environment for his friends, family members or pets. Hyper vigilant defense mechanisms may result in fits of rage and outbursts of temper that typically hit their loved ones the hardest. At certain times they can feel their behavior or their actions ‘out of control’, or under mysterious or unknown influences. The Moon here exudes a special capacity to nurture internal blossoming in the souls of others and promote wellness, self respect and self love. It is mostly hard for the individual to relinquish his trust, protective measures or allow somebody access into his indwelling milky velvet universe. Too often, he weighs his own self esteem on the recognition of others; his moods can seem unstable, irrational.

Moon in the first house people are etheric sponges who soak up any emotional impulse in circulation. The relationship with the Mother plays an important role in the individual’s life, and he typically seeks out the traits his Mother exhibited, or searches for the qualities he feels he was neglected of. No matter how old he becomes, the urgency to retreat back into the nest under emotional chaos and be coddled by a maternal figure never quite diminishes. Above all, the individual seeks emotional and physical security, and the opportunity to leave work at the day’s end and fall into the arms of loved ones. They may wander through dusky nights in search of home with only the moonlight to guide them, alone, but seeking their missing spot as she disappears into balsamic and returns as full.
-C.

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